Things I had no idea about…
My coping bucket would get a hole that just kept on leaking. All those decades of coping mechanisms draining out faster than I could do the work needed to stay ok.
My libido would all but disappear, not happy Jan! Seriously, I’m the woman that speaks about the importance of pleasure…nudge nudge wink 😉
And finally all of those adhd symptoms that I’ve had under control since starting medication a couple of years ago, would rally against the meds and make me feel like a scattered mess.
All is not lost. Week 3 of HRT and I can see the light. I even went on a date 🤩
I’m lucky I have great physical and mental health providers, a fabulous inner circle and the inner knowing that it will all be ok.
In fact better than ok.
The upside is, my give a F line has moved, my skin is feeling amazing and I know the best is yet to come.
50 feels fabulous!
My coping bucket would get a hole that just kept on leaking. All those decades of coping mechanisms draining out faster than I could do the work needed to stay ok.
My libido would all but disappear, not happy Jan! Seriously, I’m the woman that speaks about the importance of pleasure…nudge nudge wink 😉
And finally all of those adhd symptoms that I’ve had under control since starting medication a couple of years ago, would rally against the meds and make me feel like a scattered mess.
All is not lost. Week 3 of HRT and I can see the light. I even went on a date 🤩
I’m lucky I have great physical and mental health providers, a fabulous inner circle and the inner knowing that it will all be ok.
In fact better than ok.
The upside is, my give a F line has moved, my skin is feeling amazing and I know the best is yet to come.
50 feels fabulous!
